*Christmas*

Wow! almost 5 months since I last wrote! Holy cow...  

These past couple months have been busy to say the lease.  I started my surgical tech program at the end of August and also got a job at Starbucks around that same time.  I am in LOVE with both of these new and exciting adventures in my life.  This past two weeks I have been prepping for finals... and my LAST test is on Monday!!! SUPER excited... def need this Christmas break.

Speaking of CHRISTMAS ...

it is RIGHT around the corner! SUPER excited <3

Christmas is my FAVORITE holiday.. foremost because

♥ It's Jesus birthday ♥

& I love winter and snow. 

Everything seems so much cozier with the tree up and decorations all over the house...

but sadly there is no snow in Wisconsin.

who would have thought ... December 16th and STILL no snow

Such love

This little girl is waiting for me every morning at the bottom of the stairs...

such an amzing way to start your day!  

I love my little button ♥

operation: get fit

One of my best friends of over 10 years is getting married on November 12th!!

We all love him and he is perfect for her!

It is a quick wedding... they got engaged over memorial day weekend (in New Orleans ...jealous!)  

She is a VERY organized person and has almost everything in order already.  About a month a go we tried on our dresses in Davids Bridal they are amazing... I would say even perfect!  

They fit great.. 

love the color...

look beautiful...

plus we can wear them again!  

She picked them up about a week ago and yesterday all the bridesmaids got together to put the invites in order... sooo we all tried on our dresses!!

To my luck... it doesn't fit..... yup, that is right... it doesn't fit. 

It zips and clips... but i feel like I am going to pass out!  

I now have 3 months to drop a couple pounds... 

Wish me luck :/

Lettuce.Love

First LETTUCE of the summer.. looooovee home grown veggies

Cant wait for the cucumbers.. tomatoes and onions to be picked♥

yummmmmm

♥

Changing:Growing

Another month has gone by without much desire to blog

In that month there has been:

many thoughts.prayers.realizations.and most of all learning about myself.

I have found that in the toughest times in my life (though there has been few) is when I do my most growing.  

The past 3 months have been crazy... 

but the craziness has slowed and my future is looking bright and amazing!  

Thank you Thank you Thank you to all of my AMAZING family and friends who have gotten me through everything... not only in the past couple months.. but for the past 24 years.  

Withought you and God I dont know where i would be now 

Jeremiah 29:11

-thanks Nicole for showing me this verse... its perfect-

first blog in 2 months!

two months can go by so fast... yet sooo slow....

two months ago was when David and I ended things between us.

I feel like I have been taking two steps forward and one step back since all of this started. 

I dont know alot of things right now (when it comes to David and I)

but i do know that i really need to start doing me again..

-Church

-Blogging

-Working out

-BlackDagger

-most of all.. smiling... i have found that i have lost my smile.

New Direction

There has been a couple of changes in the Lesko household...

~papa went on long term disability from work.. 

 he was in a car accident 2 years ago and is still having sever neck pain. 

He was in a mix of emotions yesterday and today

happy to finally get some relief from his pain but, very sad to say bye to everyone who he has been working with for the past 19 years..

~There has been a huge change in my life..

 it is crazy you think you have your life planned out and then all of sudden it just falls apart then taken in completely different path.

This past Tuesday.. David dropped a bomb on me..

 he told me he wasn't happy anymore and didn't want to be with me.

  I am in complete shock!

The thing that hurts the most is that he said he didn't want to try and work on our problems.  I thought I meant more to him.. after 3.5 years I thought he would have more respect for our relationship.  I think he just wants to be single and looking for a way out

but

I don't really know what to think.. 

I have been doing a lot of praying for guidance and strength.  All I can do it take it day by day and make sure that I take care of myself.  I still love him with all of my heart. 

He and his family will always have a place in my heart. 

*God has a plan for every situation.. I just hope I see His plan soon*

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Study+Study+Study

I feel like that is all we do sometimes!

I know I gush about this amazing man all the time (probably to much) 

but I cant help it... I could just stare at him all day!

Im happy that 3.5 years later and I am still head over heals for him

most of the time ;)

♥

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Valentines Day... A day of Love!

Since David and I are both poor college students ... We had an amazing day spent in our cozy apartment!

+ Movies all day

+Tulips

+Homemade cards

+ Homemade Pizzas and Oreo Cheesecake

::365::

40 degreese ... 

1st day the window has been open in months!!

Im so excited for SPRING to come♥

::365::

-Oatmeal

-Honey

- Almonds

- Raisins

-Pumpkin Coffee

*Delicious*

Packers = L.O.V.E.

SO my last post was all about how my beloved Packers were going up against the Steelers in the SUPERBOWL!

well....

WE WON WE WON WE WON!!!

Clay Matthews♥

IT has been a couple of days since the big win... BUT I feel like it still has not hit me!

-The Packers are the first NFC wildcard that has won the Superbowl

-Clay Matthews was sexy as always.. creating fumbles, blocking passes and like always... hitting hard

-Aaron Rodgers.. hot hot hot...  he really has made this HIS team and has shown everyone that he is worthy of the title of Superbowl champs 2011 + MVP!

I am so proud of the pack and will always be til the day that I die!

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About a week ago David, Heather(my sister), Rice and I were all studying out little butts off.  I look around and said "MAN! Im the only one without a laptop." My sister proceeded to say... "I can buy you one with my left over finical aid.. lets go Friday!"  so... this is my little princess..

HP mini 210..

 I am in LOVE!

Her name is Hollywood, she is pink and little!

Perfect for what I needed/wanted! ♥

Plus you can never go wrong pairing her up with a WhiteChocolateMocha and a breakfast bagel from Einsteins

At this moment

 *SUPERBOWL2011*

&

Im so exciting I could pee my pants

we are off to one of our good friends house to watch the game and cheer our amazing

Green&Gold!! 

♥ ♥ ♥

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Im getting the winter blues..

 wish spring would come..

wish the flowers and trees were blooming..

wish the sun was out and it was warm!

But that is not happening anytime soon... SO the only thing I can turn to is my Cajun Shrimp nail polish (OPI always has the most odd names for their polish)  

I ♥♥♥ this BRIGHT redishorange color .. it makes me smile on the inside and out!

*spring.. hurry.. please*

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This man is amazing.. I know I say it all the time.. but he really is. Always doing special little things for me to  make me smile

Today's pictures is - music -We both LOVE music..

He always is making me CD's for my car of all the latest and greatest music

*he even makes them pretty for me*

♥♥

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Today was the MOST important game of the Packers season. 

...Packers vs Bears...

All I can say is WOW... a week before the game I was getting butterflies just thinking about it!

I love my Packers SO much and I HATE the Bears with all my heart...

A bunch of us all got together for this historical game at The Stadium (like always)

3 hours of waiting for the game to start * 2.5 AMAZING hours of watching the sexy Packers beat the Bears in the ground .. we WON!!!

NFC champs and going to Superbowl2011!!!!

question: when was the last time a wild card made it to the Superbowl?

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I woke up this morning at 830.. I hate when your body wakes up early when it doesn't have to!

Anyways- I felt the need to organize the messy cabinet

.. wish I would have taken a before..

I love the feeling of accomplishment

New Years Resolutions

a little late but better to have thoughtful serious resolutions then fake rushed ones

...So here is my list...

*** 

**Remember to keep smiling**

**Look up a new verse once a week and apply it to my life&thoughts**

**Work on being being less demanding and more thankful**

**Work out no less then 3x's a week**

**Eat fastfood a max of once a week(but would like to completely quit)**

**leave David little l♥ve notes around the house**

**prepare a dinner 3x's a week**

**Start yoga/medatiting**

*take my vitamins everyday**

**stop procrastinating/get up when my alarm goes off **

***

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I walk into the living room to find this sassy puppy cuddled up between Davids legs.  She would not move for anything or anyone!  



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I absolutly love working at a hair salon!  New cuts and colors ALL the time :) 

Not to sure why this picture is sideways..

But I love the new color♥

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Bagged lunches= school all day work all night

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I love getting up early enough to make myself ...

a cup of yummy white mocha coffee and a egg creation! 

Happy Tuesday

Happy 1/11/11 :)

♥

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Last week while David and I were relaxing in our home he randomly blurts out..

I want a date night!  With a big smile on my face I said Me2!

So we set the date, made some yummy spaghetti and watched movies all night!! 

He is amazing and I am one lucky girl

♥&hearts



yes.. that is David cooking! :)



♥