Thursday, March 3, 2011

New Direction

There has been a couple of changes in the Lesko household...

~papa went on long term disability from work.. 
 he was in a car accident 2 years ago and is still having sever neck pain. 
He was in a mix of emotions yesterday and today
happy to finally get some relief from his pain but, very sad to say bye to everyone who he has been working with for the past 19 years..

~There has been a huge change in my life..
 it is crazy you think you have your life planned out and then all of sudden it just falls apart then taken in completely different path.
This past Tuesday.. David dropped a bomb on me..
 he told me he wasn't happy anymore and didn't want to be with me.
  I am in complete shock!
The thing that hurts the most is that he said he didn't want to try and work on our problems.  I thought I meant more to him.. after 3.5 years I thought he would have more respect for our relationship.  I think he just wants to be single and looking for a way out
but
I don't really know what to think.. 

I have been doing a lot of praying for guidance and strength.  All I can do it take it day by day and make sure that I take care of myself.  I still love him with all of my heart
He and his family will always have a place in my heart. 

*God has a plan for every situation.. I just hope I see His plan soon*