New Direction

There has been a couple of changes in the Lesko household...

~papa went on long term disability from work.. 

 he was in a car accident 2 years ago and is still having sever neck pain. 

He was in a mix of emotions yesterday and today

happy to finally get some relief from his pain but, very sad to say bye to everyone who he has been working with for the past 19 years..

~There has been a huge change in my life..

 it is crazy you think you have your life planned out and then all of sudden it just falls apart then taken in completely different path.

This past Tuesday.. David dropped a bomb on me..

 he told me he wasn't happy anymore and didn't want to be with me.

  I am in complete shock!

The thing that hurts the most is that he said he didn't want to try and work on our problems.  I thought I meant more to him.. after 3.5 years I thought he would have more respect for our relationship.  I think he just wants to be single and looking for a way out

but

I don't really know what to think.. 

I have been doing a lot of praying for guidance and strength.  All I can do it take it day by day and make sure that I take care of myself.  I still love him with all of my heart. 

He and his family will always have a place in my heart. 

*God has a plan for every situation.. I just hope I see His plan soon*

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Study+Study+Study

I feel like that is all we do sometimes!

I know I gush about this amazing man all the time (probably to much) 

but I cant help it... I could just stare at him all day!

Im happy that 3.5 years later and I am still head over heals for him

most of the time ;)

♥

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Valentines Day... A day of Love!

Since David and I are both poor college students ... We had an amazing day spent in our cozy apartment!

+ Movies all day

+Tulips

+Homemade cards

+ Homemade Pizzas and Oreo Cheesecake

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40 degreese ... 

1st day the window has been open in months!!

Im so excited for SPRING to come♥

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-Oatmeal

-Honey

- Almonds

- Raisins

-Pumpkin Coffee

*Delicious*

Packers = L.O.V.E.

SO my last post was all about how my beloved Packers were going up against the Steelers in the SUPERBOWL!

well....

WE WON WE WON WE WON!!!

Clay Matthews♥

IT has been a couple of days since the big win... BUT I feel like it still has not hit me!

-The Packers are the first NFC wildcard that has won the Superbowl

-Clay Matthews was sexy as always.. creating fumbles, blocking passes and like always... hitting hard

-Aaron Rodgers.. hot hot hot...  he really has made this HIS team and has shown everyone that he is worthy of the title of Superbowl champs 2011 + MVP!

I am so proud of the pack and will always be til the day that I die!

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About a week ago David, Heather(my sister), Rice and I were all studying out little butts off.  I look around and said "MAN! Im the only one without a laptop." My sister proceeded to say... "I can buy you one with my left over finical aid.. lets go Friday!"  so... this is my little princess..

HP mini 210..

 I am in LOVE!

Her name is Hollywood, she is pink and little!

Perfect for what I needed/wanted! ♥

Plus you can never go wrong pairing her up with a WhiteChocolateMocha and a breakfast bagel from Einsteins